The Reality

Once upon a time there a lived a insecureish type girl who didn't know who she really was, or what she wanted to be. She would always jump from not caring to caring, preppy, emo, weirdo, normal, quiet. and loud. She was tired of always jumping around to different emotions and seem to people that she was bipolar, which she isn't. Then one day her grandparents moved in with her and everything she was trying to be just stopped and settled on one emotion, sarcasm, meanness and pretty weird. She is normally like this but when she is around her mom she has to act like a different person, like a perfect angel. When she is around her dad she acts like herself and he doesn't care, but she never really got to see her dad because he lived in a place far, far away. She sometimes wished she lived there, but wondered what she would end up as if she did live with him. Her cousins that lived there were druggies, drunks, and sex addicts, so she thought maybe it wasn't a good idea to live there. Although they weren't the cleanest best people their love for each other was limitless, unlike the love she felt here. Her mom loved her, but sometimes she questioned her love from her other relatives that lived by her mother. They were very materialistic and only really wanted the idea that they had a loving family, not the true love itself. This girl was kind of happy, but not all the problems revolved around home life, there was also drama with her boyfriend and friends, but that is a story for another time.
This girl visited her dad in the summer time and at Christmas. She always looked forward to these vacations, to escape from reality and join a different one. She was a totally different person when she went into this reality. She wasn't afraid of speaking up or being crazy, because she knew she wasn't judged or less loved. So when her friends talked to her on the phone while she was on her escape they said she sounded like a whole different person. No longer was the girl sarcastic, mean, and weird, she was preppy, crazy and just plain fun. She was who she really wanted to be. She noticed that the guys took more interest in her, and that more people wanted to be her friend. She missed this life and wondered why she couldn't be like this 24/7. When she came back she would tell her friends all the adventures she went through, and all the things that happened. They would get really excited and ask a lot of questions. they too wondered why she couldn't be like this all the time. Every now and then her friends asked her to tell them the stories of her adventures in this place far far away and the girl would take pride in telling them. Telling them such things as drinking this magical liquid that made you go crazy, shedding her clothes and go swim in the moat, being approached by a sexy prince charming, and basically just living life on the edge which is what she dreamed about doing while she was at her home. But she knew that if she did this all the time, things would not turn out very greatly and her bright future in front of her would pivot into the trash.